ع١٥٧s = Girlfriends

Monday, December 29, 2008, 11:34 PM

歌曲：猜不透

歌手：丁当

猜不透
你最近时好时坏的沉默
我也不想去追问太多
但是他为彼此的戏上了锁
猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

猜不透
相处会比分开还寂寞
两个人都只是得过且过
无法感受每次触摸是真的是热的
如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

如果忽远忽近的洒脱是你要的自由
那我宁愿回到一个人生活
如果忽冷忽热的温柔是你的借口
那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对谁错
我已不想追究越是在乎的人越是猜不透

, 9:23 PM

Bring me somewhere
I need to get out of this place
Melbourne, London, New york, anywhere
As long as im not here
Maybe under a changed environment i'll feel much better
Im getting tired of this place
Please, Thank you.

, 12:43 AM

我不行了
快撑不住
要崩溃了
怎么办好
我恨我自己
超讨厌自己
不知道是笨还是天真
脑袋坏了吗
是傻瓜吗

林依黎，我恨死你了！！
给我消失！！！！！！
为什么，为什么...！！！！
T_T

谁来救我？
我真的以为过得了这一关的
可是。。。

Sunday, December 28, 2008, 2:10 PM

Car show @ Changi Exhibition Centre
Wu wanna pei me gO!!!!!?????
HEHEHEH =))))

Night cylcling was tiring but a great experience =)
Cycled from East Coast to Changi Village.
Nv wanna do tt again.hahah.
too tiring ald!!
Ended up, vic, ken, jaei, zx and me cabbed back.
We met a super duper nice and unique Taxi driver.
He told us hIs stories.veri intetresting person =)
reached home around 5 plus and lie dead on bed.hahaha.

gonna rest at home.
Gonna be a tiring day nxt wk =)
JIAYOU!

那感觉很冷漠。
情绪，思想，灵感
统统来了。
有一种猜中的感觉
让我说中了吧
我回到那时候了
我不喜欢这心情
一点都不好过
又想一个人到海边静一静了
只需要一个能安安静静陪我的人

Saturday, December 27, 2008, 11:09 AM

因为害怕失去机会
所以牺牲了
为了自己的利益而让另一个人痛苦
是聪明还是贱
不明白为什么会那么的执著
抱着怎样的心态来面对
喜欢，嫉妒，不甘心。。。
不晓得
期待。。。
只不过是单方面的想法
不必去理会。

Lovviieee Lovviieee Love my friends and family =DD

Friday, December 26, 2008, 12:56 PM

Christmas was super fun tis yr =DDD

22th Dec

Went out with Vic, jaei and sonia.
Bought Twilight book!!
They were running around looking for it.hahaha.
The guys came to join us after tt.
Saw super lots of ppl in town esp @ Cine.
Its lyk NRA's chilling out place.

At night, went dinner with Mr.Lim @ Dozo Restaurant.
The food is freaking nice but expensive.Hahah.
Thanks alot for the meal and the gift =)

23rd Dec

Girls went over to Vic's house to bake Cake =)

24th Dec

celebrated Shane's Bdae at my house in the afternoon.
Everything we did was homemade!! The food and desserts =)
Although the cake looks disastrous at first, but the results after decorating was good.hahah.
Its Edible ok!!
At night its an annual house party with relatives, but tis yr i had PPPs with me also =)
Had fun the whole night =DD

25th Dec

Went to Vic's house for dinner.
I miss her mum's potato salad.Delicious!!!
After tt, head to yuxin's place.
Her house is GIGANTIC!!!
is realli lyk a resort.Too nice ald.
Drank a little =)
Thank you Yuxin for the porridge.Thanks alot =)

Today

Chilling at steph's house!!!
Finally the 3 of us can sit and talk together =DDD
My 3 bestie for almost 6yrs and goin on =)
Loves <333333

Tomorrow

Night Cycling.
woohooo.exciting week =DD

Gf, Pls take care of urself alrite.
I still love you =DDD
Hahahaha.im laughing coz it sounded so rou ma.
Gonna drop by someday.
Get well SOON!!!!

爱与恨的纠缠

现在的心情都是自找的
是我让自己那么的痛苦
我不能对任何人发牢骚
这样下去不知道会不会有什么结果
等待，期待，让我很累
只不过想。。。
不可以吗？
好希望你能听到我心声
那我就不用那么辛苦了

Monday, December 22, 2008, 9:42 PM

Photos are in my facebook and friendster.
Busy with twilight.
DONT DISTURB!
hahahha.

Sunday, December 21, 2008, 1:06 PM

The longest post of the year!!!
BEWARE!!

i miSS eVerYonE.
evEry sInglE onE iN NRA.
evERy sINglE momenT tt wE trAin foR dAnzaTiOn.
trAineD for 3 mthS, anD iTs oveR now!!
i FeeL sAd!!!!
POst danzation blues =(((
iM happy tt ii dun haf to be a BITCh anymore!! HAHAHA.
To ppl wu's watched the show, im actually a veri nice person OK!!

aFtER ytD's fInalE, sOniA anD i juS huGgEd anD crY.
cRieD bEcaUse iM haPpy and sAd tT its over.
finally all the effort and time we have put in had paid off.

felt abit sorry.nt on my best condition for the past days.
haf to blame on my damn flu.is killing me on the 2 impt days.
felt sucky to to be sick.AH!!!
but it's over.
all i can say is, done my best =)
and BIG BIG SORRY to SIJIA!!
first time in my life i hit ppl till bleed.
feeling super guilty till NOW.
SORRY!!!

Thanks Steph for the ROYCE chocolate!! my favourite =)
Thanks Weili for the flowers, it was beautiful.hahaha.
Thanks Sis for coming down =)
Thank to those wu came down, u noe wu u r.dun haf to mention la.hahaha.

To my beloved choreographers,

Orange: Super like to be in ur item.haha.Although is really super duper tiring, i had lots of fun.i can throw all my energy out by dancing to ur choreo.Thanks alot!! and dun worry, i still ur friend!! =DD Thanks for the card =)

Steffi: Thank you for ur patience and all. Nv seen u angry b4.haha.super good temper. *salute*

Von Spears:BIG BIG thanks to u for making us look sexy. Coz of ur sexy choreo, we made the audience STEAM.hahaha.thanks for the lecturing during practices, it helps alot. *respect* sorry, for nt being able to do a gd job as an in charge.Love you Sexy =)

Ronnie: Im super happy when i see my name in ur item.haha.Ur style is sth new to me.and sth i am nt gd at.sorry, if i screwed it.haha.ENjoyed all the EARLI practices!! JIAYOU!!

Farid&XF: i feel my control improve alot after dancing in tis item.Thanks guys =)

Allegra: I Love the way u teach, will explain every detail out and always ZI high to make me laugh.hahaha.thanks for the encougragements. Ur hardwork had paid off =) see u soon.gonna miss u alot =)

Shimin: Finally gt the chance to do ur tutting.hahah.realli takes time to 上手. thanks alot.experienced sth new =)

SDZ: Love u guys alot.had alots of fun with u guys.Although we onli trained for lyk 1 mth? but im realli happy to noe u guys, and touched by wad u have done.THANKS!!! MUACKZ!! U GUYS ROCK TO THE MAX!!

Next time choreo, rmb to put me in ur item ok.hahaha. *thick skin =X*

To my well respected and deeply loved Ann: Countless of thank yous to u. From freshie till now, my respect for u nv dropped.Nv forgotten wad u have taught and wad u have said. Happy to dance ur choreo. Feelin very contented =DD Jus hoping tt i nv disappoint u. Gonna miss u lyk alot alot. Loves <3

To my Lovely partners,

Ah mia aka cha cha cha buddy: Hahaha.if nt for latin, i tink we wun haf the chance to partner each other in danzation. Played alot during latin practices.but we also gt serious time.hee.had fun =DD
JIAYOU VP =PPPP

Ivan: Although is a short partner work. still thanks alot.Jiayou ok!! Will support u all the way.hahah

Yew aka crybaby: Hahahah.Cant stop calling u tt, coz u're the first guy i see wu cry so much. Thank you lots lots lots. Thanks for supporting when i always loose balance.HAHAHA.super 感激你。 Jiayou ya!! still gt a long way to go =) Thank you for ur rose =DD

LAstly, Thank you to those freshies wu helped me in giving out flowers to the choreographers. deeply appreciated =) and to those wu gave little presents, sweets, chocolates and encouragements.

watched danzation videos on youtube.wasnt satified with my part. my control of my hands is still nt enuff.tis problem is lyk hauting me for yrs.AHH!! felt super sian.

Da streetz video gives me goosebumps!! lyk seriously, too DOPE ald.
i LOVE steam the most.hahah.nt cause im in it la.but as a whole it feels good.
THANKS TO VON SPEARS!! woohoo!!
Videos can be found on youtube.Slowly search ya.hahah.
i wan a DVD on DAnzation 2008!!!

Photos will be up soon =)

Monday, December 15, 2008, 12:25 AM

HI!!!
hahaha.im super tired.
jus drop by to post.
IM TIRED, NERVOUS, SCARED, NOT CONFIDENT YET.
CHIONG LIAO!!
3MORE DAYS!!
alright, i go sleep le.
goodnight.
NRA peeps, i noe everyone wun haf enuff rest till DANZATION is finish.
but still. JIAYOU!!

my dearest PPP, jiayou ok.
after tt, we can party ald.hahah
for CHRISTMAS!!!

Tuesday, December 09, 2008, 6:21 PM

这种日子会消失吗？
害怕没有了这种欢笑
不知道这段日子过了以后我会变成怎样
继续快乐吗？
还是一段黑暗会开始？
伤痛的滋味突然跑了出来

自私是因为害怕 =（
不想再承受一样的痛苦了
好累。

你觉得我烦吗？
因为我觉得我很烦。

Monday, December 08, 2008, 11:05 AM

=)) FeEliNg hAppY.tHx!
真希望每天都能这样.
CT tIs wK.dEad!!

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!

miss my girls =(
sorry, nowadays realli too busy and tired.
loves<3

Thursday, December 04, 2008, 5:20 PM

IM FEELING SUPER DUPER PAMPERED =DDDD
Mummy came back from europe.
I WANNa gO thR tOo >.<
thEy bOUghT bAcK hIlls oF cHocOlAteS.
wAnted A LV organiser.bUT mummy say waste mOney, sO shE bOUgHt their wAllEt iNsTEaD.
nVm, sHaLl sAvE monEy tO buY mYseLf =)
2 moRe bAgs!! wahAhA.
iM fEeLiNg sO dArn hApPy!!!
niCe cLothEs!!
woOH.i FelT aS iF iM thE onE wu jUs caMe baCk frOm oVeRseAs.hAhA.

cHao~

Wednesday, December 03, 2008, 6:06 PM

wOke up eArlI in thE morninG dO houSewOrK =)
cOz mUmmY cOminG bAck tMl =X
hAhaHa.
10 pLus went foR appT.waiteD foR 1hr plUs.
deN wEnT TCC eaT ALONE =(
顺便 sTuDY aLsO.
uNtIl 3, wEnT to sHop.bOUghT a dreSs, foR 50 plus.
mUmmY's gOnnA kIll mE foR tt, coZ i uSe hEr caRd wIthOut hEr aCknoWlEdgeMEnt.hEhEhE.
AftEr tT, nICe Mr.Lim cAmE tO feTcH mE hOmE.hAhA.
tHx aH.aNd nxT tImE pls dUn aNyHOw dRivE!!!! i stIll wAnnA lIve.

reAcH homE, vaccum CAr =)
sO guAi riTe, U noe y.
Coz mUmmY cOminG hOmE.haHaHAhA.
ltR nEeD gO wAsh cAr.

tMl mAthS tESt.sTuDy sTudy!!
hOpE iT wUn bE sO dIfFiCulT.
nXt 2 days no dance.shIok.can rest aNd sTuDY.
cAnT wAit foR eXaM tO bE oVer.
aNd cOnceNtrATe oN dAnzAtIon =DD
JIAYOU!!!

need to get a haircut soon>.<
Forever 21, Topshop, Charles and Keith, Anna Sui.....hEre i come!!
1 mOre wK aNd u'll bE mInE!! hAHaHA.
aLrite.Lame!!

-Im a good girl today-

对不起
不要在这个时候好吗？
我很怕=（
真得非常怕 T_T
好像哭.
因为不知道自己要的是什么
害怕拥有,害怕失去
老天爷,拜托你.
给我多一点的时间

Tuesday, December 02, 2008, 11:25 AM

Fake.
Proud.
Change?
For the worst.
Missed the past.
Disappointed in you.

Time will not rewind things back.
But we can make things like before.
Its whether we wan or not.
Its a choice.
Make sure whatever choice u made, u dun regret the sacrifices u have to make.

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

, 10:35 AM

A Fine Frenzy - Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well, I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Well, I'd never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

[Chorus]
Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should have known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do