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BeckieLoves
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Friday, May 30, 2008, 11:25 PM
*2nd post of the day*

pRaWn nOoDlE aGaIn wItH xIuhUa aNd hEr cOUsIn
hAhA.gT mY FIRST bIrTdaY pRez fRoM hEr >.<
sHE mAdE a bEAr fOr mE!!
hAhA.aNd IT's calLEd Super DD =)) wItH sUpErmAn oUtfIt.sUpEr dUpEr cUtE >.<
rEaLlI lOvE iT aloT.tHaNkS Gf!!
wAs tOucHed bY tHE mSg.
lOvE yOU lOts.
pLaNnEd tO gO oUt, bUT sUdDEnLY gT sTH cRop UP.
hApPY gAl nOw

爱死你了
超感动的

, 4:50 PM
wEnT rP yTd.
xInG aNd i eXpLorEd thE sKoL.cOz we tOo fReE liAo.hAHa.
eVeRytHinG is aIr-cOndItIOnEd.thEir liBrARy iS sO niCe.
vERi sPaCioUs.
aNd thEIr dAncE sTudIo iS sUpEr sUpER dOpE.mIrrOrS eVerYwHr.hAhA.
thE skoL's sMaLl bUT pLeASiNg tO the eYE.hAhA.cOz eVeRytHinG's nEw.

rP pErForMAncE wAs gReAt.
NRA aLwaYs mAkE mE gO wOw.hAhA.
i LovE thE bAllEt ItEm >.<
thEy LoOk sO gRaCefUl.
ovEraLl WaS gOOd.i JuS wAnna wAtcH thE fIrsT hAlF aGaIn.hEe.


*sTolEn fLoWeRS frOm aNn*

*bEaUtIfUl*

*hAhA.i LOVE fLoWerS =))*

=PP mY hOUsE iS fIllEd wItH fLoWerS.hAHa

tOdaY kAnA put aErOplanE!!!!!
u gUYs dIn gO fOR lEsSoN aNd nV tElL mE!!!aNd lEfT mE aLonE >.<
eNd uP i sIt aT lIbRArY sTudYin.hAhA.

wAs wAitInG fOR xInG tO hAf lUncH.
dEn sAW lOnG-tImE-nO-See peGgY.hAhA
u LoOK aBiT tiReD.sO tAkE cAre yA =)

开始有点害怕
做自己还是最好吧

bEfOre sAYiN oThErs, PLeAse tInK boUt uRselF.

iF u nV gEt tHe fActS rItE, dUn aNiHoW aCcUsE.
iNsUlT mE alL u WaN.cOz wAd u GeT fRoM mE iS oNli HATE.
iF tt's uR mOtiVe, dEn cOnGrAtUlaTiOn =)
aNd i seRiOUslY hAtE tO bE thReAteNed bY u!!
你对我不好,我会十倍的还给你。
nO pOinT sAyIn tOo muCh.cOz iM Too tiRed of All thE nONsEnSE u gaVe mE.
eVerytHinG iS jUs gOiN rOunD aNd rOUnD, nEvEReNdIn.
i duNo wAd's tHR tO tRusT iN u.
iF u SaId i'vE dIsSapOinT u, u ToO.
我问心无愧。

Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 7:59 PM
1hr++ oF sKoL.
dEn wEnT fOr dEnTal.
hAvE ExtrA rUBBEr bAnDs iN mY mOuTh.sUpEr gAo wei.aNd TRoublEsOmE.
cAnT wAiT fOr mY bRacEs tO bE tAkEn oFf!!


dRiVinG lesSoN iN thE eVening.

mY cICuIT sTiLl sUx.gT nO cOnFiDencE SiA.

iS oNli 2 wKs tIme tO my Tp.HELP!! i DuN WANnA fAiL.
aNd tOdAy tIo oNe cRazY iNsTRuCtOr.HaHaHa.

tAlK aLoT oF rUbBIsH wItH hIm.hE keeP aSkIN mE tO speEd uP wHeN tHr's sO mAnY cAr.sUpER fIeRcE drivEr.

aFtER CT aNd STuDiO wu.neeD tO cHioNg mY dRiVInG.

sO gUys, pRaY hArd fOr mE =DDD

dElEtEd yTd's 'sToRy', cOz i waS tOld nT tO sAy tOo MuCH.
s
O tHOsE wU reAd, dElEtE aWAy fRoM uR hEad.

tHosE wU dIn rEad tOo bAd lO =P o

KK.nO more mSn!!

nEeDa sTuDy =)))

fEeLinG's GonE.
eVeRyThiNG's cOmpLeTElY oVER
*害怕被动摇*

Tuesday, May 27, 2008, 11:28 PM
wIrElESs fInalLy ok =)
bUT i leFt mY lAbTop iN skol =(
gF jUs cAmE tO fInD mE tO eAt praWn nOoDles!!!
sOoner oR lTR u'll bE a worKahOliC.
wIlL nT bE sUrprIse iF nXt TimE u call me aT 10 tO haf dinNer.hAhA.

pRoJeCt pReSEnTaTiOn wAs ScrEwEd tO tHe mAx.
sORRy kEl.pRomIsEd tO worK hArd >.<
aNd StoP sInGiNg "Tonight....."

' They're jus parts and parcels of lifes' quoted from professor peggy (sounds more pro rite.haha)
oNe sImPle sentEncE, sOundeD sO cOnvIncInG tO mE.
realLI cAlmed mE down.tHX gAl.
hOpE eVeRytHinG wilL bE fInE fOr u.
rMb i'll Be tHr yA =)



, 9:24 AM
Rihanna - Take A Bow

How bout a round of applause?
Standin ovation...
Ooooh
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
(Please)
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtains finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now
Go on and take a bow

Grab your clothes and get gone
(You better hurry up)
Before the sprinklers come on
------------------------------------------------------
| Talkin' bout "Girl, I love you you're the one..."
| This just looks like a re-run

| (Please)
| What else is on?
|
| And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
| Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
|
| But you put on quite a show
| You really had me goin'
| But now it's time to go
| Curtains finally closin'
| That was quite a show
| Very entertainin'
| But it's over now
| Go on and take a bow
|
| And the award for the best liar goes to you
| For makin' me believe
| That you could be
| Faithful to me
| Let's hear your speech
| oh...
|
| How bout a round of applause?
| Standin' ovation...
|
| But you put on quite a show
| You really had me goin'
| But now it's time to go
| Curtains finally closin'
| That was quite a show
| Very entertainin'
| But it's over now
| Go on and take a bow
|
| But it's over now...
-------------------------------------------------------------
tHe lYrIcs oF tHE sOnG sOundeD sArcAsTic
buT iT's sImPLy sO tRuE aNd mEaNiNgFUl.
感同身受.

Monday, May 26, 2008, 10:39 PM
tOkEnS oF meMoRiEs =)

*nEeD tO bE pRoTeCtEd*

, 6:38 PM
wEiRd tO bE hOme sO eArlY.
i sTiLl cAnNoT uSe mY lAbtOp!! =(

emotiOns getTinG mORE sTabLe i guEss.
bUt sTiLl CaNt cOnTrOl mY eMoTiOns oVeR sTh =(
somEtImEs i feEl sO dUmb To hAvE donE aLl tHoSe sTupId tHInGs.
bUt i FeEl sO eMpTy.
wAiTInG fOr an UnkNown ansWeR.

=)

A qUestiOn FoR eVeryOnE, a pRi 5 qUestiOn.hAHa


There are 7 girls in a bus.
Each girl has 7 backpacks.
In each backpack, there are 7 big cats.
For every big cat, there are 7 little cats.

Question: How many legs are there in the bus?

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 7:42 PM
dEciDeD tO cHangE bAcK tO oLd sKin.
gOnNa cHanGe tO a niCeR oNe wHeN i sEe It.Hee.

bIrThdAy cOmInG!!!! 2 MoRE wk =DD

bEnzzY U prOmise tO GIvE mE!!
sO betTa dO iT!!

, 4:19 PM
i MiSs tHe iNtERnEt so mUcH!!!
dAyS wItHouT inteRnEt iS sO sO bOrInG!!!!
nW uSiN mY bRo's com tO dO wadevA i'vE nT been dOin tHe pAsT fEw dAys.haHa.

PoST fAnTzIA pArTy wAs aLritE.dIn gEt to dRiNK ONli =X hahahA.
bUT aFtER parTy wAs fUn, cOz wEnT tO sEntOsA wItH sOmE oF PPPs
tHe breEze wAs nIcE, sImpLy lOvE nIGHt lIfE.hEe.
WenT 7 eLevEn bUy cUp nOoDlE eAt.dEn wEnT nEaRbY tO sLaCk.
a vERy gRoSs tHinG hAppEn, cAnNOt bE sAiD.hAHaHa.bUt iS fREaKin eR xInG.

aNd 7 oF uS eNd uP playIn mUrDerEr.
iT's mY FiRsT tImE playIn, sUpEr noOb.aNd i sUaY sUaY kEeP bEing thE mUrDeRer.
rAhS.iM bAd aT lYin.hEe.

wAntEd tO gO sT jAmEs yTd, eNd uP dIn go.
bEinG aT hOmE oN a sAtUrday nIte iS hElL boRinG.
bUT nVm, tHr's wInE tO sAtiSfy mE aT homE.hEe.

CT jus aRouNd thE cOrnEr.
gOtTa sTaRt sTudYiN lIao.
hAf bEen skippIn skol Lyk hEll lOts oF tImE.hEe.


hAvE bEeN tHinKin qUitE aloT lAtEly
gUeSs iT's iN mE
it's dIsTRaCtIn mE, buT cAnT sTop MySelF =(
i duN wAn tIs.
nOboDy nOes hOw i feEl.aNd WAd i wan.
*dUn lYk THe FeElIn oF beiNg iGnoreD
aNd wAd DiD i dO tO dEsErvE tIs*

Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 10:50 AM
I hAtE yOU!!!
u Do WrOnG tHInGs aNd eXpEct Ppl tO hElP u.
aNd sAy one tHInG dO aNoThER tHinG.
u'Re sO fAkE.
tRYiN tO aCT tT u'rE sTiLL cOnCerneD.
My Ass!!
i NoE u'Re jUs fAkIn aRd.
bLooDy bAsTarD.
男人都是贱的。

ArGH, iT's lYk nOnE oF mY bUsIneSs, Y aM i sO pIsSEd.
T_T

Sunday, May 18, 2008, 11:30 AM


wAtcHed 'Made Of Honor' aFtER KO nITe.
i'll STiLL pREfER 'What Happen In Vegas', hAHa.dUno Y, bUT iT giVes mE a bIggEr iMpREsSiOn.

BlackJack WAsnT aBle tO gET tHrU ytD=(

aNd i MuS sAy Tt, XING IS A PIG.
shE kEeP eAtiNg noN-sToP.
aFtER HK cAfE, wAS bEeF nOoDlE, iNsiDE thE cInemA, sHE's hApPIly eAtInG pOPcOrN.hAhaHa.
sUcH a pIg!!!
hAd reAl fUn yTd =DD

Things To Do:
(1) gEt mY hAiR dOnE aSaP
(2) cOllEcT mY cLoThEs
(3) sTuDy fOr cOmMOn tEsT!!!

aCTuAlLY nT mUch oF tHInG, bUT (3) iS eNuFf fOr mE tO dIe.
hAhA.cAnT wAiT fOr POsT pArTy.
nOw i HaF tO pLaN WAd tO WEaR.
yEa, sOuNd a lIttLe 三八 rITe.hAhA.

hOliDaY tIlL wEdnEsdAy=DDDDD
hApPY hApPy!!!

只想做回自己的我

Saturday, May 17, 2008, 4:10 PM
yTd wEnT skOl fOr nTh.gRr
sLaCkED aT bOaRD gAmE rooM wIth ThE gUys.
dEn hEaD tO fAr eAsT tO wAiT foR xIuhUa.
sPeNt tHe 2hrs wAlkIn aRD fAr eASt.
fOUnD STAGE sHoP!!!!
iS aT a uLu cOrnEr.
dUn daRE tO gO iN.sO wAitEd tIlL xIuhUa tO pEi mE.haHa.

mOst oF thE sHIrTs aRE sUpEr nIcE!!!
wAs tEmPtEd tO buY oNe oF thE T-ShiRt.
bUT tOo BIg lIao =((
sO hAf tO wAiT tIll nXt sAtuRday, wHeN nEw sTocKs cOmE iN dEn sEe hoW.hEe
sAw a nice jAckEt aLsO.
sUddEnLy fAr eAst gT sO mAnY tHinGs tO sHoP.hEe.

rEseRvED a drEss fRoM BYSI
aNd a pAnTS fRom MU
blaH.bRokE bRokE.
nOw cOnsIdErinG wHeTHeR tO buY bOth oR onE oNli.gRr.
aLl ThAnkS tO xIuhua.hAhA.
gUeSs i nEeD tO sToP sPeNdIn mOnEy.hEe.

3 wKs tO mY TP
iM sO sO sCaREd.sEriOuslY, sO nT pRepArED fOR iT.
PpL, pRaY tT i PaSS kiEz.
sO nXt tImE cAn dRivE u GuYs.hAhA.

KO niTe lTr =)
jIaYOu bLacK jAcK.

最熟悉的陌生人

Thursday, May 15, 2008, 6:00 PM
i NeEd tO bReAtHE.

how dO u FeeL wHen uR pArEntS dUn trUsT YOu?


Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 12:34 AM
i JuS wAnNa Say:

GF!! U JUS BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY!!!
I LOVE YOU!!


sHiT, mAkE mE sOunD lIkE a lesbIAn.haHa.
tHankS fOr tHe sOnG, aLtHough iT sHouLd bE a gUY sinGiN tO mE, bUt sInCe u'Re My Gf i Jus cloSe oNe eYe.hEe
aNd THANKS fOr thE 'dO rE MI' sOnG.
iT's rArE tO sEe u bEiNg sO cReaTiVe.HahAhAhA.
nXt Timr We gO KtV mUs sInG tO me hOr.i wan rEcoRd aNd LeT oThEr ppL lIsTEn =PPP
u mAdE mE lAuGH lYk heLl WhEn i LiSteN TO Tt.
i Can SeE uR nOsE iN tHe aIr LIAo.cOz i kEeP mEnTiOnIng U.haha.
k LA.meeT uP SoOn!!! tHanks!!

nXt, tHaNk YoU PEGGY!! (pround to see ur name being mentioned hor)fOr BeInG sUcH a GooD lIsTEnEr, WhEn i neeDed tO sAy ThInGs oUt.eSp dUrInG dAnce.hEe.hAf tO mA fAn U tO listEn tO AlL mY cRapS. =P
yEa, sTaIrcAsE iS alwAys mY fAv PLace tO hIdE.haHAHa.

rAiNboW aT thE eNd oF thE dAy =)
fElT hApPY.
aT leAsT i FeEl 'liGhTer' NoW
hEe.

为什么只会为情而烦恼呢
可能爱情对我来说应该是很美好的事吧
所以什么人破坏了它, 我一定会拼到底

jUs WannA eveRyThiNg tO gO smOOThlY.

, 12:30 AM

*dUn wAnNa hEaR aniThIn*



*iNvIsIblE teaRs*

*lOsT*

*dEprEssEd*

hAhA.aCt lOOK gooD bEiN eMo.bUT i oNLi haFtT fEw pOsES.SiAn.











yUp yuP.eNd Of tHE dAy Im a hAppY lItTlE gIrL.
wU sTiLL WannA bE pAmPErEd =)))

Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 8:54 AM
tHr's jUs tOo manY rEaSoNs.
i nOe u'Re GoNnA hAtE mE.
soRrI.i dUn mean iT.
jUs nT aT tIs TiMe.
sO mAnY tHinGs i HaF tO sAy.bUt Nt herE.

又爱又恨

Monday, May 12, 2008, 11:20 PM
i'Ll bE cOnVinCED.
bUt noT aT tIs pOiNt oF tImE.
cOz i hAtE mYselF nOw.

nIwaE mEt pEgGY aFtER skoL.
WEnT IMM aNd tOwN.sHe neeD tO dO assIgNmEnTs.
bOUgHT gOoD fOoD fRom IMM.hAhAhA.
buT dUnO wHeN i'll Be gOiN tHr AgAiN.
hEaD tO tOwn, sHoP aRD aWHilE aNd WenT hOme.

tHaNkS gF =)
i"l tRY tO mAkE iT.hEe.jUs fOr u.

gEtTing DrUnK aNd fOrGeT bOuT eVeRtHinG.
y dO U pPL hAf To fOrcE mE tO dO tHinGs i duN WannA Do =(
i aLsO xIn kU.
hAte!!

, 11:26 AM

*dARlInG jOY =) oUr hAiR LoOK sO mesSy cAn, UglY uGly. hAha.*

jOY tRyIn tO aCt eMo, bUt iT tuRns oUt tO bE fUnNI.

mY hAiR looKs niCe herE.hAhA.nAtUraL CurL.xIaN mU nOt .hEe

aCtInG eMo wItH wEilIe.jOy u lOOk lYk a gHoSt!! =XX

nV rEaLlI tAkE aloT oF pIcS.cOz eVeRybOdy'S dRiNKin lyk mad.haHa

iN skOl nOw!!!
bOrEd.gOtTa dO FyP >.<
cAnT wAiT fOr tHe nXt dRinKin SEsSioN.haHa.
aDdIctEd!!

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 7:15 PM
cAmE bAcK fRom dInnEr
HAPPY MUMMY DAY!! =DDDD

iT's nItE tIme!!!
i lOvE aNd hAtE iT sO mUch!!
cOz aLl mY eMoTionS will juS sUddEnlY coMe tO mE.
i LovE iT cOz i CaN nUmb mYseLf fRom aLl tIs fReAkIN eMoTions.

i FuCkIn cAnT rMb wAd hApPenEd.
aRgH.tRieD tO recAll, buT tO no avAiL.
iT's mAkIn mE sO fUckIn tRouBlEd bY iT.
i OnlI rMb 1 DaMn wOrD!!!
lYk waD's the PoiNt sIa!!!
iM pissED bOUt mYself.

sKol's sTaRtIn!! i HaTE iT!!
Bye!!

, 3:15 PM

wOoH.jUs lOvE hOw thE way bLakE lIveLy pOse.
shE's alWAyS tHE cEntRe oF aTtRacTiOn.



bLakE lIveLy aNd chaCe cRawfoRd, mY faVoUrItE >.<
bUt iT's sAd tt tHeY'rE nT a cOuplE iN thE sHoW.

aIn'T shE jUs sImPLy gOrgEous.
eVerYtHInG iS sO niCe.
hER hAiR, hEr fIgUre, hEr hAnDs, hEr lEgS...hAhA.sHe's juS pErfEcT.

nIwaE.cAtcH gOsSIp gIrl oNlinE!!
tHE sHoW iS fReAkiN aMaZinG.
aLtHOuGh iS bImbOtiC aNd bItcHy.
bUT tt'S waD mAkEs iT sO nIcE.
aNd nOw iS aLd sEasOn 2!!!
lOvE thE sHoW!!!

sOrrI, i CaNt rMb aNiThInG
sErIouslY, nTh.


, 1:01 PM
nV fElT sO cArefREe b4.
nO cOnCeRns, nO wOrRiEs.
iM juS aDdiCtEd.
i NoE iT's bAd bUT i dUn feeL lYk gEttInG iT oFf.

我答应自己再也不会了
因为很痛
痛,但也得忍
因为是自找的
只能骂自己蠢

iM nT gOnnA pOsT tIs kInd oF tHIngS aNimoRe.
sEiOUslY nO pOiNt.wAd fOr wRiTinG iT ouT aNd mAke Ppl wU aRE reAdIN iT gEt aFfEctEd aLso. aGrEe???!!! YeS.
sO jUS gOnnA kEeP iT tO mYseLf.
i tInk iT's bEttA.


.
oKieZ.lAsT nighT mEt wItH mY dArlIng gIrlS aT TCC.
cHIlled dOwN thR tIll OuR tImE iS uP fOr mOviE =)

hEe.cAm whoREd iN TCC, cOz pIckY-sTepH wAntEd uS tO pUt uP nEW pIcs aNd tAkE doWn aLl thE fUglY pHotOs.hAhA.
sO StePhie, qUicKlY UPlOaD thE pictuRes aNd i ProMisE i'll dElEtE aLl tHe fUglY pIcs.hAhAhA.


wEnt cInE tO wAtcH 'What Happen In Vegas'.

fREaKin cRazY mOviE.kIndA fUnnI.wOrTh tHe mONeY bA.
anD lAs vEgAs lOokS fREaKiN niCe.mAkE mE wAnnA gO thR!!!

eNd oF yR wIlL bE gOiN US, mAyb sHoulD aSk mUmMy iF wE cOUlD juS sToP bY thR fOr 1 dAy =DD
hAhA.
sO eXciTeD.
hAhA.bUT b4 tT, i wannA gO tAiWAn/HK tO sHoP!!! i NeED cLotHes!!

nXt mOviE tO wATcH is 'Made Of Honor' =)


i sHoulD jus gET bAck tO sTuDies fOr tOdaY

cAnt WAiT foR thE nXt wEekEnD.

wEll, puT aSidE aLl thE fUCkIN eMoTiOns, aCtuAllY i reALLI eNjoYeD tIs wEEkeND.

iGnoREd iT, sO iT wOulD bE thE lASt oNe.aNd nO moRe.


Saturday, May 10, 2008, 8:40 PM


rMb thE 7yRs old gAl wU sAng 'oVer tHe rAiNBoW'
shE aPpEaREd aT 星光大道3!!
hEr vOIcE sUpEr POWEr!!!!!!
oMg.mUst sEe!!!!!
iT mAy tAkE sOmE tImE tO lOad.hEe.

不知道为什么听到什么歌都好像在唱出我的心声
真是在开我玩笑

勉强的微笑着
对不起, 我不是故意的
不想影响到你
对不起 对不起 对不起
就让我慢慢的忘记吧

借酒消愁

, 2:10 PM
joY joY bDaE wEnT pLuSh bAr cElEbrAtE.
sUpER lOtS oF Ppl.
sAW my lOnG tImE nO sEe fRiEndS.
esP bEnZzY!!!
sEE hIs fAcE i wannA cRy.
hEaR hIs vOIcE i alSo WAnnA cRy.
hAHaHa.rEaLlI gLaD tO see alL TiS pPl aFtEr sO LoNg.
aNd sOmE pPl, gT nTh dO, aCt eMo aNd tAtToo eVerYwHr.
cRazY.waD foR tOrtUre uRseLf sIA.

心情沉重
脑袋一片混乱
喝酒只想麻醉自己
不想去胡思乱想
但始终还是做不到

说过了什么
做过了什么
画面很模糊
听得也不清不楚
但清楚知道自己需要懂什么

眼泪不由自主地流了下来。

固执不是没有原因的。

总觉得还有好多话想说哦。

fEeL nAuSeOus wHeN i woKe uP
gRrr.
tIs feW daYs fEeL sO tEmPtEd tO dRiNK
aRgh!!
iS tiS thE oNLi wAy oUt???!!!
HaTE me!!!!!
hAtE sKol!!!
bUT lOvE mY fRiEndS lA =D

复杂的情绪
不想去摆脱
叛逆是为了忘记

>.<

Friday, May 09, 2008, 12:30 AM
不知不觉地
眼泪流下来
不知道答案的痛苦
已经承受不了
可是不能这样就算了

闯进了心门
却一声不响地走了
难道不觉得很残忍吗
不知道怎么才会关
需要个答案

bURsT ouT wHeN waTcHiN iRoN mAn todaY.
iT's weirD bUT it'S tRuE.
dUn fEeL lYk wRiTinG aNyThiNg Le.
reAlLI rEalLi cOnfUsEd bOuT waD's tHE sItUaTiOn now.
aRgh.
i DuNo wHeN wIlL tiS eNd.buT...nVm.
hAvE tO gEt thRu tiS tOrTurE mYselF.

-a painful smile-

Thursday, May 08, 2008, 12:34 AM
hAd iAn's lOcKin cLaSs, iT wAS sUpEr fUn
reAlLi eNjoYed iT.
aNd i'Ll nV fOrGeT jAeI's bUrP.
uLtImaTe rAndOm.hAhAhA.

aFtER iAn's cLaSs , thr's tErencE cLaSs.hAhAHa.
lOvE tHe waY hE dO hOUsE, iT's sUpEr nIcE aNd rElAx.
lEaRnT a feW bAsIcs fRoM hIm.wOoH.i CaN oNLi sAy hE's rEaLLi dOpe.
mAyB tErEnCe sHouLd oPen a hoUse cLaSs aNd teacH.

sUaY mAn.y mUs iT bE tOdAy!!!
thE hEaDacHe Is kIlLInG mE!!!
i TiNK tml i NeEd a wHeElcHaIr To sIt oN aLD.
gRr!!!
mEdCinE mEdIcInE meDcInE.i HaTE You!!


不清楚。
可能是。
想知道。
但不敢。
难道真的就这样?
正在寻找着答案。。。

-y did you let go when i was about to hold you-

Tuesday, May 06, 2008, 11:50 PM
只能说, 过了那么久, 心情平复一点吧

虽然有些不了解
始终还是得这样
一切顺其自然咯
不能再窝囊下去
因为这不是办法

期待奇迹出现

谢谢那些一直陪我度过低潮的人
真得很感激
爱死你们了 =DD

Monday, May 05, 2008, 8:14 PM
iRRiTaTeD iRrItAtEd IrRiTaTeD

thR's nO oThEr WAy tO vEnT mY eMoTIOns oThEr tHan BloGginG.

wAiTInG qUieTlY foR sTh tO hAppEn.
jUs hOpE it'Ll bE a gd oNe.
cOz i'vE hAd enUfF oF mY qUeSiOn mArkS iN mY hEad aLd.

sOrRY mUmMy =((

uPdaTed mY sOnG aGaIn =)
iT's sUpEr niCe.
Like me by Girlicious

aNd 3 nEw sOnGs =DD



eNjOy =))

Sunday, May 04, 2008, 9:16 PM
ArR!!!!!!! fUcK.
y Am i sO eAsiLy dIsTraCtEd.
i waNnA cOncEnTraTe bUT i fUCkIn cAnt.
pIssEd.
cAn aLl ThE sTuPId tHoUghTs jUs fUcKiN gET aWAy fRom mY hEad.
i jUs wAnna bE fUcKin aLonE.

wAS wOndeRinG hOw cAn a fReakIn perSon cHanGe sO mUch wItHIn 1 dAy!!!!!!!!!!
iSiT aN aCt oR wAd.
mAn, iM stArTing tO lOoSe tRuSt iN ppL.eSpEcIallY gUYs.
sEriOUsLy, tIs iS thE wOrSt tImE iN mY 18 yRS oF lIfE.
nV bEeN fREaKIn lYk tT.
nTh's gOiN sMOOtHlY fOR mE tIs frEakIn pAsT 1 mTh, unTil TODAY!!
mY hAppy mOmentS aRE replAcEd bY aLl TiS uNhAppY tHouGhTs i HaF nOw.

sOmEboDy pLs cHeER mE uP.
i'll bE vErI thanKful =DDDDDDDDDDDD

, 11:13 AM
yTd wAS a mOoDy mOoDy dAy fOr mE >.<
wAdeVa i waS wAiTinG jUs dIn cOmE
tOrTuRous

sAd nEwS fRoM KO niTe.
eVerYboDy nOes tT u gUYs puT In lOts oF effOrtS.
sO cHeEr Up.
u'Re sTill oUr nUmbER 1s =)

cOz oF thE fREaKiN tIghT bRaCeS mY tEeTH aRE pAiNfUl nW.AhH!!!!

aT nItE mEt uP wItH tInG.
went AMK hUb.
bOUghT a pAiR oF pUmps =DD
buT i OnlI cOUlD tAke iT nXt wK.cOz thE onE thEy hAf iS sTAiNed wItH gLUe.
hAhA.yES, iM fUssY.
aNd tInG waS bEinG pSyco-eD bY mE tO bUY shoES.hEE. =P

wEnT tO sTEpH's hOUSE, waitEd foR hEr aFtER hEr wOrK.
fOunD loTs oF pIctUrEs iN hEr hOuSe.
aLl thE iNnOcEnt Us.sUpER fUgLy
buT iT brInGs bAcK lOts oF mEmOrY.hEe

plaNnEd tO cHiLl aT sTePh's hOuSe.
buT eNd uP aT KTV wItH tIng's fRiEnDs.
sTEpH wEnT hiGh aS uSuAl.aNd tInG waS oN thE veRgE oF lYinG dOwN.hAhA
aNd mE =) thE nOrmAl oNe.aLwaYs thE nAnNy.hAhAhA.
sO nXt tImE u NeED a naNnY cAn jUs fInD mE =)
buT i'll sIt dOwN thR aNd lOok aT u.hAhA.

wEnT hoMe aT 3plUs, aNd SlP!!!

gOtTA dO mY aSsIgNmEnTs.
BuAiZ.

mIssEs =DD

mY daY wIlL bE bRiGHtEn Up bY u

Saturday, May 03, 2008, 12:18 PM
我已放下。

eVeN sMaLl LiTtlE moveMeNtS i"ll fInD iT sUrPrIsInGlY sWeeT.

有时候回想过去做过的事觉得有点后悔
即使知道每做一件事情都得三思而后行
但有时候就是忍不住
不知是不是因为性格很急还是什么

sOmEtImEs u maDe fEeL tT iM iN hEavEn
sOmEtImEs iN hELl
aM i LyK tOo sEnsitIvE oR wAd.
bUt i duN lYk thE fEeLinG
iT's tOrTUriNg mE.

真的很想但不敢
很没有勇气
担心周围的一切会带来困扰
我觉得自己很自私
想抓住不放
我知道这是不可能但还是这么做

伤的深没了安全感

需要耐心

感觉来了
希望不是太迟 =)

ytD'S tEchniqUE wAs fUn =))
moRe TeChnIqUe PLs!!!
hEe.

i PaSseD oN mY cOUgH tO pEgGY
aNd sHe pAsS mE hEr eMo mOoD
tis iS wAd i CaLleD 有难同当
hAhA.

wOkE uP aT 9 tOdaY.
sLePt fOr 4 hRs nIa.
wEnT dEntAl i dId mY bRaCeS =)
i ChAngE cOlOUr!!! hAhA.

lTr gT drivInG.
aNd dUno wHeThER tO gO KO niTe.
sTEpH's hOuSE aT nIgHT =)
iT's gOnna bE fUn i HOPE
hEe.aLtHOuGH iT's oNli the 3 oF uS.

i DuNo.bUt yEs.
hEe.

Friday, May 02, 2008, 12:22 PM


aMaZeD bY thE techNolOgY thEy UsE.
oThEr than Tt, thE mOviE iS oK lA.
hAhAH.

很矛盾。

wAs suPeR tIreD tt i sKiPpEd mOrNinG cLaSs.hEe
i duNo y, bUT jUs tirEd.

从来都没有这样过
习惯不来
不知是好是坏
这么办呢

iM bAnKrUpT.hAhA
nOw IN dEbT.

fInAllY thr's tEcHniquE cLaSs =)
hApPy!!!

, 3:17 AM
eVerytImE aFtER aNn's cHoReo mY bOdY's wIlL sTaRt tO aChE.hAhA.

mY cOnTroL sUx lA.gRr.
cAnT fOrcE mY eNeRgY oUt.
how!!!!!
nEeD tO jIaYOu LiAo.

ytD lEfT sTudIo aRD 1030.
aNd wenT dOwn tOwn.
wAntEd tO gIvE sOniA sUrPrIsE bEfoRE 12 buT wE hAd tO dElaY.
sO wE wEnT tO ALPS CAFE.
iT's mY fIrsT tImE tHR, oThErs wEnT B4 lE.
iT's A sUpEr nIcE pLacE tO cHiLl.

ytD wAs aLsO thE fIrSt tImE i HeAR PeGgY sInG!!
sUpEr niCE.羡慕!!

sUrPrIsEd sOniA aT 2 =D
we askeD hEr tO sInG 祝我生日快乐
aLmoSt all thE ppL iN thE cAfE wEre lOoKIn aT hEr.
sHe sInG tOo DoPe liao.hAhA.
sHoulD hAf vIdeO-eD dOwN.
bUT i No cAmErA!!!
(so peeps, u noe wad to get me for my bdae prezzie hor =DD )

wEnT hOmE aRD 4.
tHaNkS tO sOniA, i cAn sAvE mY cAb fArE.hEe.
tT's wAd gD bOuT nEiGhbOouRs.hEe

i DuNo y i wAkE uP 10 plus. aGaIn.
sHouLd bE sLEpiN tIll 12 plUs dE =(

wAtcHiN mOviE lTr =)
wAnna bUY sO manY tHinGs.bUT bRokE =((((((((
nVm.sHaLl wInDoW sHop lTr.hAHa.
sO lTr sOmEbODy hAf tO tAhAn walkIn wiTh mE =)))))

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!!

Thursday, May 01, 2008, 6:25 AM
ThAnK yOu WeI ShEn fOr dRiViNg mE hOmE.
nT rEalLI hOmE la.HouSe bUs sToP bA.
ThAnKs!! hAhA
fIrSt tImE siTtInG hIs cAr.aLritE lA.
oNLi hIs bRakIn vEri sCaRy =P

reAchED hOmE aT 12pLuS and ToOK a nApPy =)
sUper TiREd.
waS sUpEr lazY tO mOvE.

cOnGrAtS tO mY gF.hAhA.
sHe fInaLlY gT a joB sHe wAntEd.hApPY fOr hEr =)
yEA.sHE's a lUcKi gUrl.
sO xIuhuA, eR-hEm, now u nOe wad tO dO aFtER u GeT uR pay hOr!!!
hahA.gO thaiLaNd aNd bUy sTufFs fOr mE!!
i"ll gIvE u mY sHoppInG listS sOoN.hEE

iM hUngRy >.<
pPL aRe sTaRvInG mE.hAHa.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SONIA!!!!!!!!!!!