ع١٥٧s = Girlfriends

Tuesday, April 29, 2008, 12:37 PM

*mY dArLinG joY*

wEnT tO mEeT jOy jOy tOdaY.
sHe pEi mE gO sEE dOcTor.THANK YOU!!!
hEe.reAcH hEr hSe aRD 430.
aNd tHe cLiinIc oNLi oPeNs aT 6!!
sO wAlkEd aRD AMK hUb, sLacK aNd SHK
hEE.

i PaId 31.50 fOr thE cOnsUltAtiOn aNd meDicInE.
bLah!! bRoke!!!
sO dArn eXpEnsIvE.
sHouLd hAf tAkeN thE fLu mEdIcInE.aRgH.
hAvIn bLOcK nose >.<

sLaCk aT vOid DeCk.
cAm wHoRE aNd playED PSP =D

i JuS reAch home!!!
tInk gOnnA sLp eArlI bA =D

gT lOtS oF sTufFs TO sAy.
bUT nT rItE tO sAy iT hErE.

mIsSInG B =DD

, 4:30 AM

dIn gO sKoL tOdaY.
cOz iM nT iN thE moOd aNd sIcK >.<
hEaDaChE!!!!

脑子一片混乱
eVerytHinG oN mY mInD aRE nEgAtive
nEeD sTh tO CLeAr mY mInD!!
aRgH.

aNd misS xIuhUa iS nT replyiN mE.
sHe's a pig!!
hAhA.sHe's lIkE mY bF lA.
tElL u wAd sHe dId.
sHE cAllEd mE oN sAtuRdAY.
sTarTeD qUesTiOninG mE lYk hOw bF qUesTiON gF.hAhA
aSk mE iSiT i gO cLuBbINg aNd aLl.
tOlD heR nO, aNd sHe tInks iM deNyIn.
tInk sHE eAt wRonG mEdIcinE =X
hAhA.i Gt sHoCkEd cAn!!!
bUTi NoE sHe's jOkiNg lA.
nXt tImE dUn tAlK tO mE tIs wAy >.<
i wiLl pAniC.hAhahA

iM hAvIn tIs wEirD fEeLiN >.<
gD oR bAd??

gOnnA sEE dOcToR aLonE iF xIuhua nT gOnnA wakE uP!!

Monday, April 28, 2008, 6:32 PM

我已经困在那儿
像逃又不想逃
突然之间觉得很快乐
不知离开了会怎么办

我已经控制不了自己
整个人是跟着心走的
我恨我自己
对不起

受伤的滋味很难受
等待的滋味更难受

我不想失去
但害怕抓住了
受伤的是自己

信任？
哭又不能解决问题
辛苦！辛苦！辛苦！

很想但不知可不可以

我不是不懂爱的脆弱
就还是执著

好想对自己说声
对不起！

, 2:15 AM

i dUno y i hAf tO wAkE uP sO dAmN eArlY.
mAyb cOz oF thE sUnlIght.gRr.

ytD wEnT o sKOl fOr KO niTe.
gRaTS tO, rOnnIe, oRE, fAriD, bAowEn, kEn aNd allEgRA =DD
tHEy dID a sUpEr gReAt jOb.
aFtER eVerYtHinG wAs oVEr, thE giRls wEnT to PaRagON Bakerzinn tO eAt.
thE fOoD sUpEr nIcE, mAyb cOz i Was tOo HUngRy.hAhA.

tOoK tRaIN tO xInG's hOusE aFtER tt.
dId a veRi sTupid tHinG, tt i alSo wAnnA lUff aT mYseLF.
gOsh.i Tink tT iS tHE moSt sTupId tHiNg i'Ve eVeR dOnE.
hAhAhA.

xInG gT a gOldEn rEtRieVer!!
sO nIcE.hAhA.lovE iT >.<
hE's sUpEr qUiET, tt's y I lYK iT sO mUch.nT lYK MiLo.hAhA.
hAd a haRD tImE aVoIdIn mIlO cAn.hAhA.hE's sUpER aCtiVe And sCaRy.

wAitEd tIll 1 fOr thE guys tO cOmE dEn wE sTarT cUtTInG cAkE =)
waTcHed vIdeOs oN KO niTe, fAntAzIa aNd sOmE oThEr dAncE vIdeOs.
bY 2, i CMI liAo.
bUT oThERs sTiLl gT eNeRgY tO hIGh.
tInk thEy aTE enErgIzeR bAttEriES oR waD.hAhA.
fREaKs lA.
cAb hOmE aRD 4 deN reAcH hOmE jI tAo tOh oN thE bEd liAo.

i JuS fInisH mAsk-iNg mY fAcE.hahA.
aLl ThE lAtE niGhTs aNd eaRlI mOrNinGs = bAd coMPleXiOn.
sO gOtTA dO sTh =)

hAtE skoL!!!
bUT iT's gD tT dAncE cLaSs gOnnA sTaRT =)
hAvE bEEn wAiTinG fOr iT >.<
wItHouT dAncE iM lYk a lOsT kiD.hEe.

觉得自己在自找麻烦
不应该做的偏偏去做
应该做的却没做到
不知道该怎么收拾这场局面
怎么老天爷总是这样对我
又没有人能帮我
感觉自己的很卑鄙也很下贱
我不喜欢这种感觉
觉得压力感很大

Sunday, April 27, 2008, 1:12 AM

mOrNing!!!
wOkE uP sUpEr eARlI oN a sAtuRdaY =)
tHR's sO mAnY tHinGs tO dO tOdaY.
hOPe iM aBlE tO gEt tHingS dOnE.
KO niTe lTr =) cAnt WAiT >.<

i'vE gT sErioUs STM!!!

不知道这么做是对或错。
不想再错多一次

Saturday, April 26, 2008, 1:20 PM

i FeLl in frOnT oF thE wHolE cLaSs toDaY.
iT's sO sTupid oF mE rItE.
bUT i TiNK eVerYboDy's uSe tO mY sTupIdiTy.hAhA.
aNd mY gOoD bUddIES hApPIlY sTaRE aT mE aNd lUfF.
全部不是人
hAhA.cOz tHeY tInk i'll bE fInE.
cOlD bLoOdEd fEaTurEs.
dUnO y I hAf sUch fReNs.
hAhA.bUT wItHouT tHeM, sKOl iS nT iNteReStInG lIaO.

nIwaE, InjUrED mY knEe aRms aNd fIngErs.hAhA.

gT gAsTrIc cOz i'vE bEen wInE-iNg tOo mUcH.lYk eVeRydAy!!!
sHaLl sTOP fOr a fEw daYs.hAHA

wEnT oUt wIth dArlIn pEgGy tOdaY.
wIndOw sHoP aRd bUgIs.
bOth pOoR gIrlS lO.
fRIdaY nItE gO hOmE sO eArlY.
iF gT mOneY, wE'll bE iN cLaRkE qUaY oR KboX, dRinKin aNd sInGing
hAhA.mOneY mOneY pLs cOme!!!
tAlk lOtS oF tHinGs aLtHouGh iT's jUS thE 2 oF uS.hEe.
hApPY gIrL nOw =DD

gOnna bE a bOriNg nItE =((

, 4:45 AM

*vAn, xInG and mUiI =))*

*mE hElPin sOniA*

*mR.cRybAbY*

*wIlBeRt aNd mUii*

*mUIi, sHUfAnG, jAmiE aNd xInG (mIN eXtrA bEhInD)*

*me aNd jAmiE*

*muI aNd vAnEssA*

*the sOnG hE sIngS reAlLI mAkE mE wAnnA cRy*

*iVaN aNd mUii*

*wAhAhA. tER, kEn aNd chAo*

*lU lU aNd mUii*

*aLlEgrA*

*dArlIN xInG*

*hEe, iT's cHriS. tHx tO pEgGY =)*

*chAo*

*sWeET oRhlEnG*

*cAndYgIRlS*

*mUUi aNd mIa*

tAkE aLl u waN!! hAhaHa.
thX xInG.hAf bEeN wAitInG foR sUpEr lOnG.

Friday, April 25, 2008, 9:45 AM

http://fantasyworld.wordpress.com/

gO sEE tIs wEbSiTe.iT's oN hOrOsCopE.
It's fReAkiN dAmn aCcUrAte!!!!
sO fAR, thE hOroscOpEs i reaD fRom oThEr placE iS nT aS aCcUrAte aS TiS.
wEll, fOr mE iT's lYk 90% aCcuRaTe.
wOoH.i sEe liAo aLsO hIGh.hAhA.

Thursday, April 24, 2008, 9:20 AM

sO lOnG dIn gO fOr dRivINg.bUT eVeRytHinG wAs FinE =DD
iNsTruCtoR pRaIsEd mE.hEE.hApPY.
hAhA.iM sO eAsilY sAtISfiEd.

i nEEd tImE.hOpE tImE wIlL juS sLoWlY pAsS bY.
心很乱，不知该做什么才好。
知道自己现在过得开心 =)
谢谢天使姐姐安排的一切一切。

gOssIp gUrL iS bAcK
x.O.x.O gOssIp gIrL =)

Wednesday, April 23, 2008, 2:09 PM

oH gOsH.wHeN r thOsE bAd nEwS gOnna sToP cOmInG iN.
hAiS.mY cOndOlEnCeS =(

i WaS sTiLl eXcItEd bOuT nT gOIn tO sKol tMl, aNd tIs kIndA tHing hAppEn.
wTf.

, 9:55 AM

做回自己，还是最好的
不想管那么多，开心就好吧
能有那么多朋友在身边支持觉得很欣慰

bLah.tIrInG bUt hAppY dAy =)
cAmE home sTRaIghT aFtEr sKoL, tOo tIreD lE.
gOnnA eAt, driNK aNd sLp >.<
dRivInG tMl, fInAllY!!
hAvEnT bEeN dRivInG fOr 1wK pluS.
gEttIng rUsTy lE.hEe
nEeD moneY!!
i waN mONeY mOnEy!!
nEeD a pArT tImE jOb.cAnT aLways rElY oN mUmmy aNd dAdDY.hEe.
bUt i lOvE bEiN pAmPeReD =)

, 12:10 AM

听妈咪哽咽得跟我说话我有点听不下去了
因为我怕我会哭，很久没在家人面前哭过
就不想让他们伤心，尤其是妈咪。

我想自从妈咪嫁给爸爸之后受了不少苦。
她说终有一天会把所有事情讲出来。
可我不想听，因为我知道不是舍么好事，而大概懂是舍么事吧。
我总是爱逃避这些不开心的问题，可是迟早都得知道

每当妈咪哽咽我只能忍住泪水，在她面前说："看开点吧“
不过如果这种事情发生在我身上我想应该很难看开吧
我总是那么的矛盾
讨厌自己

blAh, pRomIseD tO tRy mY bEsT tO bLoG hAppIlY.hEe
iM tRyIn mY besT aLd!! >.<

oh YA.yTd i CuT mY hAnD, aNd i droppEd mY fOnE.
aNd nOw mY fOnE iS dIsFiGureD T_T
pOOR fOnE.

mIssnG dAncE AlD >.<

Tuesday, April 22, 2008, 2:15 PM

我觉得我自己很烦，觉得很抱歉。
只能说声对不起。
我想我应该被忽略，而不是被宠或被舍么的。
现在就觉得我舍么都不应该有。
不值得拥有好的东西。
是我自己活该，自找的。
根本怪不了谁。
谁都不该安慰我，因为我不该得到那么好的待遇。

借酒消愁？？
我看是越喝越愁吧。
这么酒精就消不了我的烦恼。
我不哭。我不能哭。

-guess im the crybaby-

, 1:17 PM

命中注定我爱你OST - 我的快乐

徘了徊了走了错了哭了懂了累了倦了困了
烦的乱的梦的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的
永远的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了哀伤
我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的
酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘得
我想要换你了真的不想要了只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值得不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的浮躁的梦过的
永远的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了真的不想要了
只得只得疯了疯了
忘了

, 7:25 AM

我快闷到爆了！！
救救我吧。
最近发生了太多太多的事，一时消化不来。
好烦哦！
不知道该做舍么心情才会变好
这么办呢？？
难道就没开心的事情让我不用天天想些有的没的吗？
老天爷啊，我想回到以前一样。
好想要有人宠哦，有个人能在我伤心的时候逗我开心。
能让我把不开心的事通通抛开。
快快派个会变魔术的天使下来陪我吧。
到时候我就是个幸福的小孩了 =）
不想再这样下去，身边的朋友都会觉得我很烦吧。

林依黎！！振作起来。加油！！
哈哈。自我安慰。
好不容易要下课了。
再见！！

Monday, April 21, 2008, 2:30 AM

aWesOmE!!
wHeN i waTchEd tiS vIdeO, i gT gOoSebuMps all thE waY.
iT's sO bEauTifUl.sEriOUslY.
rEallY vErI tOUcHiNG.

rEceIveD a veRi sUddEn mSg yTd.
aLtHouGh wE're nT cLoSe fREnS bUT i feLt hEarT bRokEn.
im rEalLy fElt loSt wHeN i heaRD bOuT iT.
dUno hOw tO hElp AnD eVeRyThinG.
cOUlD oNLi wIsH u aLl ThE beSt.
i CoUldn'T saY i uNdeRstAnd hOw u FeEL, bUT i tRieD tO undeRstAnd.
bUT 1 tInk i NOe, u Gt lOts oF fRenS wItH u, sUppOrTinG u aND aLl =DD
jIayOU!!

Saturday, April 19, 2008, 5:30 PM

*preparing for show time*

*putting fake eyelashes*

*haha.can see my fake eyelash? first time out sia*

*candygirl*

TOP 5 FAV PICS

*von and me*

*wq and me*

*sonia and me*

*me and xing*

*lastly, peggy and me*

*mR blur chao*

*ronnie*

*good girls*

*with hamster ping*

*nerd nerd yew seng*

Need tO tHank thE fOlOwInG pPL wU cAmT tO wAtcH =)

*alvin and wenxiong*

*jiunn yuan*

*and mr. flirty nic*

*innocent ivan.haha*

*best nieghbours*

*pretty wynne*

*best dancer, fredy kosman*

*the beccas*

*wq, choreographer of te wu j*

*notti mae*

*partner alex*

*lovely*

*da mei nu*

*with crybaby*

*another crybaby, miateck*

*cut cute yvonne*

*wilbert, and shu fang disturbing behind*

* with yutaki *