waha..so long din bog le..so bored tis few days..mood was kinda low..i jus dun understand u..haiz..can u jus stop hiding ur feelings from me..its very hurting..i jus wanna know wad exactly happen..is it tt difficult?..maybe ba..haiz..i jus hope tis feeling will faster go away..

tml new year eve le..so excited...gonna have party at home again..but wanna go out at night..feel lyk goin esplanade..duno over thr can see fireworks not..hehez..how i wish i could watch with u..

*~.hurt.hurt.hurt.~*

YtD wEnT ouT wIth sTePh..PeI hEr To SiMeI tO cHaNgE hEr VcD..hAd tO gO sO dAmN fAr..AftEr Tt WeNt To bUgiS..CoZ hEr WaNtEd To HeR tO cHoOsE a bAg fRom hEr..iT wAs sTh lYk gArbAgE bAg..NoT vEry nIcE ..WeNt CiNe tO vIsiT cHeE tOng..Den gO lIdo wAtCh oCeAn's tWeLvE..wAs qUiTe a niCe show bUt kIndA cHim..

TodAe WeNt tO sKol tO mEet StepH aNd jOcE..sUdDenlY cRiEd in sKol..hAiz..TiNk tOo much aGain..sOmEtImEs i ReAlly tInk tt Im nOt a gD gF..jUs uSelEsS..dUn tinK wE sHoUlD bE tOgEtHeR aT tHe fIrSt pLacE..bUt wAd tO do..i loVe u Too muCh..HaIz..UnTiL nOw i FeEl lyk CrYiNg..MiSs U aLoT..u JuS hurt me ToO dEep..

aFtEr sWiMmiNg wEnT CybErCaFe wITh sTeph To pLay mAplEsToRy..HaHa..pLayEd fOr 1 hOuR..sAw kZ aNd jb(the dao man)..aFtEr tT wE wEnT cIne AgAiN tO fInd cHeE toNg..Help hIm bUy fOoD agaIn..PoOr mE..haha..On the WaY hOme..I wAs sTiLl tHinKin bOuT YoU..aNd tEaRs jUs fell..

*~hurt by you,but stil loves u alot~*

WeNt ToWn WiTh StEpH tO eXcHanGe HaIr sPrAy..hAhA..hEr nEw HaIr cuT wAs coOl..LovE iT sO mUcH..LyK mY maPlEsToRy chArActEr..HaHa..AftEr WaLkInG foR sO lonG aT toWn I wAs GeTtInG hungRy..AnD sTePh cAmE ouT wItH a StUpId sUgGeStIon..ShE wAnTs mE tO gO hEr houSE nEaRbY mAc aNd eAt Den gO hEr hOuSe..nIcE hoR..hAhA..wEnT hEr hOusE wAtCh VcD..aT FiRsT tOt wAs not niCe..bUt acTually wAs vEry iNtEreStiNg..WhIlE wAtcHiNg, ShE kEePs CoMplaiNiNg tT sHe wAnTs pReSenTs and sUrPrIsEs..HaHa..sHe's StArtIng tO gO cRaZy..We sTiLl CoMplAiN bOuT nObOdY mSg uS..HaHa..TwO pOoR gAlS sItTinG in tHe rOom wAtChiNg Tv AnD wAiTiNg For mSgEs..HaiZ..hAd DiNnEr At hEr hOuSe..FoOd wErE dEliCioUs..ItS tIme to gO hOmE AnD ShE pEi mE wAlK to buS sToP AnD wAiT fOr bUs ..HaHa..ThAnKs SwEeTiE..nOw StaYiNg at hOmE wAiTing fOr sTh tO hAppEn..

*~actually i miss u alot~*

LoNg TiMe DiDnT bLoG lE..Heez..KiNdA sIck tIs fEw dayS..AnD sOrRy kAiZhI..wAsnT aBlE tO gO fOr uR bBq..SoRrY..hEeZ..hAiZ..lOtS oF tUtioNs To attEnD liAo..SiAn..

EvEryTiMe MsG hIm..Nv rEplY dE..i GT sO fEd uP..fOr thReE dAyS dIdnT mSg Him lE..kIndA miSs Him..bUt wU cAreS..iM nOt gOnNa mSg..UntIl hE tAkE thE iNItIaTivE..bLeAh..MaYb U cAn sAy iM qUitE cHilDiSh lA..buT cAnT tOlErAtE lE..so tOo BaD loR..

ChRiStmAs CoMiNg..hAf tO tHiNk oF wAd pReSenT tO buY..nO mOneY liAo..ToTaLlY brOkE..

*~huRtZ~*

YoZ..ItS mE..hAhA..iTs 6 05 in ThE mOrNiNg..AnD iM sTill uP..lAsT nIgHt WeNt oUt WiTh kZ AnD aLf..wE wAlK fRoM dHoBy gHauT to EsPlAnAdE..hAhA..vErY bO lIaO hOr..bUt iT wAs fUn..ThE wOrSt tHing iS wE hAd tO wAiT sOo Long fOr a dAmN cAb..Me AnD kZ tOoK fReE cAb hOmE.cOz AlF gOd bRo..pAy cAb fEe..HahA..wHen I ReAch hOmE iT wAs 12sth..i On mY cOm..And pLaY mAPlEsToRy!!!..So FuN..anD sO I PlAyEd tIlL nOw..anD iTs tIme fOr mE tO slp..tAtAz

*~...~*

tOdAy EaRlY mOrNiNg..StUpId BeN AsK mE tO mEeT hIm aT mY hOuSe kOpitiAm..i WaS lYk hAlF aWaKe..hAhA..cHaT fOr a wHiLe dEn gO hOmE..sPenT tHe WhOlE aFtErnoOn PlAyIn mAplEsToRy..VeRy nIcE ..hAhA.DuRiNg ThE eVEnInG wEnT oUt wIth bEn, DaNnY, KaWaI..AnD tWo oF tHeIr fRiEnDs..wE hEaD tO pS ArCaDe aND plAy..MeT lOtS oF wHiTlEyAnS..hAhA..sAw yIh kIaT WiTh hIs FuNnY specs..

*~why are we like strangers ?~*

Ha..So LoNg DiDnT bLoG lE..CaMe BaCk fRoM mAlAySiA nOt LoNg aGo..iT wAs fUn..Ate lOtS aNd LoTs oF dUrIaNs..i WaS eAtIng nOnsTop iN mAlAySia..CoZ iTs dEliCiOuS aNd DuN nEeD mOnEy De..HaHa..WeNt tO sIt cRuIsE oSo..I WaS eNjOyIn In ThE cRuIsE..AfTeR I HeArD Tt tHe bEeR aRe aLl fRee tT dAy..My fRiEnD, cOuSin AnD Me..ChIoNg sTrAiGht tO thE bAr..HahA..dRaNk BOuT tHrEe gLaSs..We sTaYed UnTiL mIdniGht DeN wEnT tO thE dEcK..iT wAS cHilLiNg uP ThR..ThE nXt DaY..We WeNt bAcK tO mY aUnT hOuSe..iT WaS sO bOrInG..sO went tO mY fRiEnD's hOuSe aND bOrRrOw vcd tO wAtCh..ThE sHoW WaS dAmN nIcE..wAtCh UnTil cRy..HahA..pLaYEd MaHjOnG oSo..So FuN..mY uNcLe tAuGhT mE hOw tO rIdE a bIkE..bUt I cAnT mAke iT..hAha..End uP hAvIn iNjUriEs..sO cLuMsY oF mE..HeHez..

AfTer nInE dAys..Im bAcK iN sInGaPoRe..HaHa..mIsS all mY fRiEnDs hEre..ToDAy I wEnT tO aIrPoRt o SenD mY Mum AnD sIblinGs..tHeY gOin tO kOrEa ..HahA..aFtEr sEnDiN mY dAD aNd I WeNt to EaT SWenSeNs IcE cReAm..

*~miss you a lot~*